so many changes in this months, so many in the last days....what can i say, i'm getting used to this life, to this way of living. Every day happen something new, and i need to run faster and faster to reach everything i need, somethimes cutting useless habits.
Reading, i'm trying to read everyday a book, before sleeping or in the brack between different activities.
In this moment i'm reading "I love shopping" an easy reading book, but i need it to get again used to read, to empty my brain from seriuos thoughts and smile about that stupid adbentures of becky:p
EBC was cool, but coming back home wasn't so cool, i'm so lazy here, i always want to sleep maybe to run away from all the things i need to do until i leave again for pavia, ancona and milan, and then catania an at the and exam again!!! This will be a crazy period and in the end i'll be realy tired but i hope satisfyed. I would like to go to venice, sit alone on a bridge, and look to the laguna, that place is so inspiring, and i need inspiration right now. I need to find something that is realy mine and with wich i feel committed, a project, a plan for my future, everything is changing and the things i was sure of now are not. Where I'll be next year? what i really want to do? what is my long term plan? for my life, i need to find it as soon as possible, i need to start building my future now, not to lose opportunity or make wrong choice: but for doing this i need to.....who knows?? maybe just sit and think, understand what i like, what are my strenght and weeknesses and what kind of experience i need to change what i don't like of me!! I need to find time to do it, soon, really soon because time is running and i can't miss the train......