being myself

Monday, July 30, 2007

Unwritten

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Tinkerbell







I'm tinkerbell...my new nickname, finally i've a nice one !!!!!:) thank you to who invented it and who baptize me with it( fedorka ). I'm really thankfull :p

Saturday, July 21, 2007

going crazy....

SuPuzzle


Ed ecco il rompicapo della giornata. Siete pronti per sbattere la testa al muro alla disperata ricerca della soluzione di questo puzzle? Bene, allora cercate di collegare ognuna delle tre casette nel quadro di gioco con acqua, luce e gas..



Wednesday, July 18, 2007

random thoughts

These days are so full of thoughts, about me, about my tasks, that I can't easly understand how i feel. For sure it's a positive sensation, I'm starting to leave something behind me but it continuosly came in front of me, names, places, memories.... I need some time to reflect, but i fell that i'm exactly where i want to be, i'm doing exactly what i want to do and i don't want to change anything now. My sensation are there yet but they're slowly going away, little by little. I think i could find happyness all around me but for sure i've to search it inside me.
Ipod: Running away ( Hoobastank)

Time will tell the truth... for sure will be like this

Monday, July 16, 2007

Mosquitos attack!!!!! This evening is something unbelievable!!!!!
Clouds of flys in the house.
We can't wash the dishes because of them, it was impossible enter the kitchen...so i stayed in the office working, i had some things to do...
I'm listening some songs .... Free(Lighthouse family)so relaxing!!

Harry Potter 5

Yesterday night after a planning day me, mateo, federica and cardillo went to the cinema to see harry potter 5



Sooo coool, i love harry potter, but this episod isn't my favourite. The as usually we went to chocolat to eat ice cream( and cake and cake :p) and we came back home.
Matteo decided to open the whater in the garden and i was completely wet, so i took another shower ( in the bathrom this time) and i went to sleep. But the night was so hot that i woken up every 10 minutes so this morning i'm sooooo tired than i took vitamins and coffe.

Now it's time to start again...bye bye

Friday, July 13, 2007

waiting for swim

13-07-07 Waiting for the swimming pool...

I't 9:36 Am and I'm writing from tha black table of Mc House :) we are waiting for Masha and Anabella that are at Bonola to buy a bikini to go to the swimming pool alla together :)
I want to say something about yesterday. It has been a nice day, we plan in the morning and in the afternoon an then we go to Beppe Robbiati House in Milan to have dinner and talk. It was so intresting... we eat Persia Food ( some rice cooked in a particular way) and ice cream. We talked about Energy and we plan some activities to run together with EBBF. I'm so excited, he is a very smart man and he believe in us in an incredible way. He encourage us to continue our AIESEC xp without fear because we are working for our future in this moments and at the end we will be ready to work. We are the first choice for companyes, we aren't wasting time, so happy about this because i'm s involved that i can't clearly understand the importance of what i'm doing, but i think it's normal.
This is the link of EBBF blog http://www.ebbf.org/blog/ take a look
Then we came back to milano center and me, Matteo and Federica went to Chocolat to eat a cake, obviously a chocolat cake :p we can back home by foot..... the long way home, we took more than half an hour, but it was funny, we sayed a lot of stupid think and we also do something stupid, it's better to say that just i've just done something stupid Matteo and Federica run away :p
We are ready, I go to swim...see you later :)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Live from Palermo's Airport

11 July 2007 10:30 Live from the airport of Palermo
There are a lot of different people in this place. A black man all white dressed with a strange cap on his head, 2 mobiles..he seem like he came out from a hip hop video clip, 3 japanese girls, a man with a big tatoo on hir right harm representing a dragon...oh, my university teacher La Francesca ( maybe he is here to remember me that i've to study this summer^^ and not just do AIESEC tasks)....the black&white man is walking around me is cape is a Panama one, I think he's waiting for something, i don't know what but i secretly took a picture of him...ops they're calling the passenger for boarding i need to go....ok I'm on the plane Ipod music: In between (linkin park) 10.000 mt 800km/h corsica behind me and I love Air One. I usually fly with MyAir and i've forgot what a real plane is, in this one you can drink and eat without paying anything so cool!!!
Ipod: what goes around comes around( justin timberlake)---" don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it.." i will continue with "just forget and go on with life" we're so lucky, i can do what I want..as Avril would say "I'm the best damn thing that your eyes has ever seen....eheheh maybe I'm a little bit too self confident, don't you think?
Today I feel like I'm really starting my adventure, face new situations, believing in me, no "seghe mentali" no "paranoie" just positive toughts...life is great

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

new bag..or maybe something more

My bag is ready...again!!! this is her first travel with me, because the red one is finally dead.... very early I'll be out to Milan for a nex challenging experience, the MC Plan...I'm sure I'll have fun and we'll work hard all together. Then I've to go to Trento, one of my tutored committe, I'm looking forward that moment i want to enjoy this new activity and know new young @ers, so amazing, i feel the responsibility of my role and i want to be really usefull for them. I want give my contribution to the grow of the association :)
This is the year of the First Times, and maybe I'm too concentrated on myself, but it doesn't matter, It's my choice, everything in life it's a matter of choice.

I'm a little bit antious because i'm going to see again some places, and i'm sure that it will be so strange, so different, so ... i don't want to say sad but it's something similar. I'll let you know about my reaction.
Reading some blogs of my friends I feel scared, because finally I feel alone. Until now there's always be someone thaking my hand, staying with me, helping me, but now... Oh!!! I've to face my limits in a way that i've never tougth...
The adventure starts now.....and it will be great, I'm sure!!!! Think positive today, tomorrow and forever...we're so lucky in this life

Monday, July 9, 2007

Dirty Dancing

I think this is my favourite film, and this is the final scene. i love love love this movie!!!

Friday, July 6, 2007

running in the afternoon

I went to run with my best friend this afternoon, near the sea... it was so relaxing... I've seen her after 15 days because of my stay in Milan and we talked about a lot of things...almost men :p But it's normal we always talk about guys^^ Thank you Iole and forgive me if i stoped running a lot of times but that was my first time (after years i think) and i'm not used to that rythm...But the good news is that i want do it again and again :)

instict vs brain

Finally a week of work is finished !!!! The week end arrived and tonight I'll see all my friends, I'm so happy.
In this 2 free days I want to relax, go to run and to the beach, enjoy the city.
There are also some things that I need to do, for exaple buy a new bag, send some emails and study.... I'll keep my mind busy with positive toughts and I'll try not to think always to the same things.
Yesterday night I was doing something that maybe I would have regret but I stopped myself on time, turned off my mobile and went to sleep... I simply don't know what to do, my instinct is fighting with my brain

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Sometimes I think I'm stupid..... mmmm ...... but maybe I just think too much :p

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

back home



Back home after a lot of days spent in Milan... what a great experience,and it's just the beginning. An year full of new things is waiting for me. I'm looking forward it. But not everything is going well....Runaway baby, runaway.... I don't know exactly what i want but i'm starting to understand better. That night i was so sick, when everyone was enjoing. I just want to say a word, you'll understand it...STAY.

In this days in Milan i had the possibility to know better some people...Pimpy so sensitive,Anabella so crazy, Dany just Yoghy, Kikka so sweet, Masha so smart, Martina so patient, Spizzico so miiiaaaaooo, Davide so Napolitan, Gegè so Sicilian, Cisco so enjoing, Fede so contagious.....

Guys i miss you all and i'm looking forward to see you all again....very very soon :) Eat all together was so funny, thank you masha and Ana for your typical dishes and thank you also for your patience when we start speaking italian without thinking ^^

And thn the Mexican dinner
at the Old Fashion...so tasty!!!!!




I hope we can go there again next time all togheter




There's something I miss a lot...really, but this is another story. Maybe next time I'll write something more about this.

Good luck to who is back home.... now it's out turn for following the star!!!!! Thank you for what you left :) We love you


Tuesday, July 3, 2007

one of my favourite song